I want I want I want.

Many small things can create one huge idea.

Many small things can change anyone.

There are many small things I want from my life yet still. Many small things I want to do, see, and feel. I want to feel wanted, I want to see more of the UK, Ireland, and Italy and I want to return to Heidelberg in Germany and I want experience Romania.

I want to dance again with friends, I want someone I can talk to about anything without fear of judgement and betrayal.

I want to disappear and find anonymity for a short time, to sort out my thinking and my life out and to see who would care that I am gone and who doesn’t give a toss. Sort the wheat from the chaff. Step out of the bubble and take stock.

I know everyone says that they want, they want, they want. But, what I want has nothing to do with material things, nothing that you can pay for or hold in your hand, nothing that makes me better than anyone else.

I want things that everyone should have and everyone should want.

Most of all I want to know who I am and be at peace with it.

That's all I want. To be at peace.