I have a dark monster I try and lock up inside.
A monster I try and keep locked concealed inside of my rib cage for no one to find.
It breaks my bones and nashes anf rips at my heart trying to break loose.
It swears and it shouts and throws rocks and stones.
It has furious red eyes full of hate and psychotic rage.
It knows how to pick my lock but I try and hide any keys and tools.
Things is this beast in my mind is not easily fooled.
It wants out, it wants loose.
It wants want to face me and hand me my noose.
This beast inside once escaped and destroyed my one true love.
It won the war.
No help came.