Winter Soul

I've got a winter soul and a brittle heart No sweetness calm could stop the start A cloud of dark mist begins to swell Foggy drops of quiet noisy hell Love eternal loses me No such thing as being truely free Please calm my hurting heart, caress my hungry mind It wont be what I wish to find I want to run, i’ll run away My feet are still, thoughts led astray I want to cry, i’ll cry my eyes Bloody bruised and broken inside I want to die, i’ll shoot my head Thrice alive it seems, forever dead Love me still, promise my best Love me now, trust in the rest